Dear Mr. Elevator Man

Nina :  I haven't been out of this hotel since it happened. I miscarried. This is a bunch of words together because I can't seem to get my words together. I hate when people say, oh well you weren't that far along. Well I say FUCK YOU! 

I love when people send me random rants! Check out with my lovely cousin has to say! Can't wait until she drops!!! Ok. I know you save your blog stuff for your email but I woke up from a nap and I wanted  to have a prego rant (wrong  place wrong time). Over the past week everytime that I come in contact with a pastor they bring up the subject of weed. Usually its after they find out that I am a legal drug dealer. Over the past few years I have notice that an on going trend has been taking prescription medication for fun. When I started attending a predominantly white University I ran into a lot of people that would take prescription medication to stay awake for test. It was so normal to them. A little over a year ago I noticed that many people that I know were taking roxys. The term Roxy sounded really cool to me until I googled what they really were. I watched a girl that I was close to go from swallowing Roxys to sniffing them. Im so glad that I hate even taking ta...

Guest Spot today!!! Today's Guest is my mean cousin Tonya. Yes, she is very mean. LOL. She tourted me as a child, but also taught me that if people don't like you ... F THEM! I used to be a big cry baby way way way ( really not that far back ) in the day, and she would hit me and say suck it up! She is one of my closest cousin, and still looks 16 years old. Let's check out her take on my next reader letter! Thanks Girl! Love you!

If you miss the back story click (here) Dear Shanice,  Thanks for replying to my message. I did what you said and told my family. Well just my mom and close cousins and they were furious to say the least. Her mom, my aunt, didn't believe she was pregnant. So she went out and bought a test to make her take in front of us. I was crying the entire time because I didn't understand why I needed to be there to witness the madness. Pregnancy hormones, smh. Long story short. she wasn't pregnant. She said "she miscarried" a few days before but no one believed her. I just don't understand what I did to her to make her do that to me. I told her she could have him because me nor my baby needed him in our lives. No I will not be keeping my baby from him, because he is the father, but there will be no family. I kicked him out before you replied to the email. LOL. I was sick of looking at his face. Everytime he smiled down at his phone I thought it was her. Thats some...

I AM SSSSOOOO TIRED of seeing you and your baby outside with the umbilical cord still attached. Meaning, why are you out and about with this 72 hour baby?! I have not had a child, but I know for a FACT the doctor told your leaky bottom ass to stay in the house.

Dear Shanice,  I hope you are doing well, and I just wanted to let you know I live for your post. I need some advice and I don't feel comfortable talking to others about this because its very close to home. My name is Niyah, I'm 24 years old and pregnant. My baby father and I are no longer together because I caught him cheating with my cousin. Yes , my FIRST cousin. His phone had been going off like crazy when he was in the shower and I thought it was urgent. I told him and he said check it to see who it was. Lo and behold, it was my 19 year old cousin, saying she was late. I could not do anything but cry. He rushed out of the bathroom and I hit him in the face with my phone. He kept saying oh she is just joking she is just joking,so I called her. She told me they had been messing around for 3 months. Mind you, I'm 4 months pregnant. Now my cousin is very attractive and pretty easy if you get where I'm going, but why would you sleep with my cousin. Long story short, s...