Dear Mr. Elevator Man

This here girl has had a very stressful few months. I am still stressed but last Saturday I took myself out for a day. I'm very much a home body so it doesn't take much to get me excited. I ended up getting a mani, shopping, eating shit I shouldn't, and just letting all my worries wash over me. I hope to make some swift changes soon so that I can get back to my original mean happy self. LOL. If that made any sense.  So just a few letters of the things I saw on my day out :

It's super gloomy here in the ATL so why not get a few dumb young people together shall we :) Yesterday I got an email from a girl asking me about birth control. This lead to a HOST of emotions I began to feel. For one, I got on birth control because I KNEW in my spirit someone would spike my drink at a college party, rape me, and now I have a rap baby. (I'm being real, I hope I don't offend anyone). Now I KNOW I would not be able to deal with that, so pop 1 pop 2 ... birth control here we come. Now my birth control had me up and down, and very much up on the weight scale. I gained A LOT. No one ever tells you about all the shit inside those little pills that spot birth. I even had one pill that gave me EVERY SINGLE pregnancy system. I threw that shit at my doctor the next visit. Do you know how many pregnancy test you can buy in 10 weeks pass your cycle day? A LOT! Chile .. the lady at CVS was so confused when I was buying tampons and pee test. LOL. This all leads ...

Afternoon ............ I feel like SHAT! No seriously I have not been feeling well since Friday. I had to leave work on Friday and it come in waves. I was ok this weekend but I knew if I eat to much I would over do it. I lost 5 pounds though! Even though it wasn't the healthy way. Heck, I may lose 5 more if things continue to go this way. I have plans to go to the hospital sooner or later. Knowing me, it'll be later than sooner. I am just terrified of needles ya'll! I also broke my iphone and it doesn't work. I'm not at all upset about it. (: I am taking a MUCH needed break from the "social" world and focusing on me. Everyone who needs to contact me knows how, and if you don't ... well there is a contact form on here if you want to chat or have a question. Earlier this month when I lost my first 15/17 pounds, I took a social media break. It was AWESOME! I lived! I didn't live so I could post it online, or dress up so I could post the selfie...

Dear Mr. Guy .... So, yes we have the same car, different colors; I can see this too. You Say : you should give me your number ...  I mean how do you explain me, a white guy in a black challenger ... and you, a bombshell black woman in a white challenger ...

What I'm not understanding is why you people , as in people that drive and talk on the phone, think that you can fully operate your cars. Now I am sitting behind your keke'n (laughing ) ass trying to turn and you have missed 2340872394871398 opportunities to turn!!! See the point in cutting across the gas station, is to short the time you have to sit at the light. Thank to you miss single mom with a daughter, cat, and dog; I have waited the entire length of the light! Then I had to blow my horn at you to go! Like come on ..... FACKING GO!!!!! As we are approaching the next light, you proceed to get off the phone and start adding makeup to your face. I just can't ................ I FN CAN NOT!!! So again, the light changes and I have to blow my horn at you. And let me tell you one damn thing, that little ass bird you keep throwing up at me is going to get your ass beat early this Wednesday morning umkay! You better Go Go Power Ranger and morf your ass on through these lights...

Email from reader : Dear UnBelievers, I just want to tell you all to shut the hell up! For the last two weeks I have been seeing people post about how they do not want to hear anyone say " New Year, New Me ". I think that is so far beyond stupid, that I have actually un-friend a few people. If people want to better themselves for the new year, who are you to stop them? I understand that it's a few people that are just talking up Jack n Jill's hill, but some people have had a rough 2013. I have witness many people struggle just to make it through 2013, so for you dog face people to say : You ain't gon' do nothing; that sets me off. Give people a BREAK! Just because you been stealing the same peoples idea's and selling the same dime bags to your cousin since 2001; don't mean others cant change! So to anyone that is striving to be better in 2014; hats off to you! That means you have learned enough to grow into a better you. To everyone else * middle f...