Dear Mr. Elevator Man

Hello, my name is D and I am bisexual.  I told my mom and she cried.

I've been missing, this I am aware of. Honestly, I have been doing, as you would say , the most. LOL. So I'm just going to tell it to you straight. I already know you are going to flip but shit that's why I write to you. Ok. so that night after the "breakup", I went out with the boys to lift my spirits. I met this girl. She was so bad. I mean mama was thick and brown, wavy shoulder length hair, a fucking skin tight white dress on. We chalked it up and long story short, I smashed that night. She cooked breakfast the next morning, and I smashed again. I was on another level high. She went home and we went out later that night. It was everything I needed to take my mind off of everything. I saw Mellow Yellow at the restaurant with some nigga. It's a local spot so I wasn't tripping, I knew people would see us. Plus I was hoping, as you call her, slut bucket was there to see me in all my glory. He was being a messy gay ass man and texting me while I was out wi...

Catch Part One The Fear to open myself up to this lifestyle is just something that I don't think I can fully do. I have always wanted to get married to a woman and have children. It had never crossed my mind to be with a man. Now that's all I can think about is MEN! As I am writing this, I have saved the guys number in my phone, and have actually written a text. I want to send it. I REALLY want to send it. I can't because I keep hearing my girlfriends soft laughter at whatever she's watching on tv. The urge to tell her to get out so I can do my dirty work is over powering me. This isn't right. right? I still don't understand why I am writing you, but you seem like a very non judgmental person. Maybe it's because I don't know you, it's easy for me to talk to you. Maybe I should start a blog. Do you think I should call this guy? I mean as college students we are advise to explore. I don't know. I have erased the message, and I'm going to watc...

So I get emails from people asking me odd things, trying to charge me for shat, and most of the time I just trash them all. This one guy KEPT emailing me, so I decided to see what was up. Meet Demetrius. No this isn't his real name, but he told me I could rename him. LOL. I will be sharing his story and my advice .. be nice nah ... Here's our first encounter ...  Hi Shanice,  I love your blog and I am looking for some advice. Now I am no MEM, my situation is a lot different. I am a Sophomore in college. I have a loving girlfriend, but I'm bisexual. Yeah, you weren't expecting that were you. I messed around with a guy my freshman year of college, and met my now girlfriend a little after. I have not messed with any guys since the first one and I'm pretty happy. Well I was.  Before you ask, no my girlfriend doesn't know about my previous encounter with the one guy. There is this guy in one of my classes, and he is very attractive. We exchange looks but I have N...