Dear Mr. Elevator Man

HHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!! I been gone for a minute now I'm back with the jump off. So the baby is OUT! The marriage has hit it's first year mark! NAW WHA GIRL! I have been asking myself that for that last week now. Today my little sweet baby is in his swing and mama has actually COOKED DINNER! Ya'll I done cookeded a meal! Like a meat and two sides type meal. I'm proud LOL! A few weeks ago I would be hoovering over him watching him sleep. Anywho - back to the question. What am I to do now that baby is out!?  GET TO THIS SHAMONEY IS WHAT!! Having my son didn't give me a surge of "I gotta get get iittt" (s/o to Jeezy) but it did give me a surge in a timeline. I have always said I want to buy my first house at this age, have this much done by this age and honestly all that moved up a few years now. It feels super weird getting back into business mode now with my son b/c quick jobs I used to do - I now need to find a reliable sitter that can be...

Listen ... my "clock" alarm is going off and it's LOUD ! The last few months I have been in baby fever like nobodies business. It's a STRONG battle between just getting pregnant or fitting into this wedding dress. Actually .. it's really not that hard because I'm getting in that damn dress. BOY BYE! Like it's so strong I be on Pinterest looking at where to order these baby headband and head wraps. Little boy bowties and shit ... ya'll help me lol I don't know who's baby this is but she is PRECIOUS!! So Friday my fiance's grandfather took us out to eat at the Doubletree. This is also the hotel our wedding party will be staying at, so we went to check on rooms and so forth. While I was sitting there this lady came in with her little girl. She had on the cutest little dress with some pink chucks. ( Yes I still remember what she had on - my ovaries almost made me kidnap her! ) She was on 10 and her mama looked like at any moment she co...