From Demetrius
I'm in red with my sidebars , no I'm not Jesus.
OMG you replied! Finally. I am so happy you wrote me back ( I don't know why hunny, I am just a regular girl.) I have completely been to myself, in my shell, with all of this that is happening. I cannot stop thinking about this guy and my girl is seriously getting on my nerves.(Cause you need to leave her ass, your gay shit!) You asked me if I love her, and I do. I love her, but I'm not in love with her. (BINGO! That's what I said) No, I never dated her to cover up anything. I dated her because she is attractive, funny, smart and I liked her. Ha! I keep saying I "liked" her, but I still like her. I think I was in love with her once, but things got to comfortable. I just reply I love you back like a robot. Do you think this guy is just a phase with me? I have not text him but we have walked from class together and had small talk. It is so easy to talk to him. My girl saw us talking by the car once and asked who my new friend was. I could have died right there. She even said he was cute and that she had a friend for him if he was looking. Why did that piss me off so much? ( Because that's your boo! ) I told her he wasn't looking. He hasn't asked me about the gay thing again, and for that I am grateful. I feel like I need to go to a GA meeting. Gay Anonymous to see what are the steps you take to do this. I cannot tell my girl I am bisexual. ( Of course, because your gay. You would be lying.) I think I will just tell her that I cannot give her what she needs at this moment, and I need to focus on school. She will hate me if she ever finds out. How do you think I should tell her? When is the right time! The guys also asked me to lunch, I didn't say anything but looked at him like he was crazy. Should I go?
Happy Monday Peeps!! I am about 4 emails ahead of you guys and I think this may be my main post from here on out. I get a lot of reads off of Demetrius story, so I won't to keep you all as updated as I can. Anywho! TTYL! * muah *
I'm in red with my sidebars , no I'm not Jesus.
OMG you replied! Finally. I am so happy you wrote me back ( I don't know why hunny, I am just a regular girl.) I have completely been to myself, in my shell, with all of this that is happening. I cannot stop thinking about this guy and my girl is seriously getting on my nerves.(Cause you need to leave her ass, your gay shit!) You asked me if I love her, and I do. I love her, but I'm not in love with her. (BINGO! That's what I said) No, I never dated her to cover up anything. I dated her because she is attractive, funny, smart and I liked her. Ha! I keep saying I "liked" her, but I still like her. I think I was in love with her once, but things got to comfortable. I just reply I love you back like a robot. Do you think this guy is just a phase with me? I have not text him but we have walked from class together and had small talk. It is so easy to talk to him. My girl saw us talking by the car once and asked who my new friend was. I could have died right there. She even said he was cute and that she had a friend for him if he was looking. Why did that piss me off so much? ( Because that's your boo! ) I told her he wasn't looking. He hasn't asked me about the gay thing again, and for that I am grateful. I feel like I need to go to a GA meeting. Gay Anonymous to see what are the steps you take to do this. I cannot tell my girl I am bisexual. ( Of course, because your gay. You would be lying.) I think I will just tell her that I cannot give her what she needs at this moment, and I need to focus on school. She will hate me if she ever finds out. How do you think I should tell her? When is the right time! The guys also asked me to lunch, I didn't say anything but looked at him like he was crazy. Should I go?
Happy Monday Peeps!! I am about 4 emails ahead of you guys and I think this may be my main post from here on out. I get a lot of reads off of Demetrius story, so I won't to keep you all as updated as I can. Anywho! TTYL! * muah *
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