So one of my goals for 2016 is to actually transform into my adult self. Yes I know I am an adult but my closet right now, doesn't really represent how I want to feel and look as adult Shanice. So I am starting a campaign for myself. I want to push myself to do more with myself, network more, blog more, live more! I want to LIVE and not just wake up do business, and go back to sleep.
I want to run my business(es) like Beyonce. Nah I don't really know how to do that but hey .. one thing you can't say is that she isn't always on her grind. Every day I want to be up by a certain time - working on my businesses. Business Slay with what I'm getting to here people!!! BUSINESS SLAY!!! I'm just out here trying to get these coins ok! Remember << the girl with no 9-5 over here.
I'm going to party like Rihanna. Nah I don't mean go to the club every weekend and so forth but in life in general I'm going to have a IDGAF attitude. I'm just going to live my best, not caring if you or you or them judge me ... and if you so happen to see me somewhere twerking .. COME TURN UP WITH CHA GIRL!
And finally I want to slay like LaLa did in this photo. Everyday I need to do something with this body. Work out, put a face on, put something on more than gym clothes .. and update this damn closet! This is what I mean by what I should be wearing as my grown up self! I have 1 formal dress in my closet. I'm shame. LOL. I'm 26 ya'll .. close to 27 with one damn formal dress. And it's not really even that formal LOL.
Over the last few years I have been so caught up in my weight and work that I have pretty much lost my "swag". I still have my shoe game on lock .. although I don't wear them .. I just have to get my life together. Today was suppose to be day one - but I got some bad wedding news and it really f'd my day up. So this is just something I am doing for me and you probably won't hear about it again. There are so many black ladies I couldn't chosen for this little thing but ... I really didn't have time to post all ya'll ... didn't I just say I was having a f'd up day geesh!!!
So I, Shanice, will get my ass up, put on actually clothes with a bra( that's a tough one right there ), at least add an eye liner on w/ lipstick, and update my closet to a big girls closet! I'll love me more this year than I have before, esp. because this year S.S.B dies and S.S.S will be born in May. I'll be kind to my body, and feed my soul with everything that is good. I'll love my blackness and tell it er'where I go; even when others don't.
Are you doing anything like this for 2016? You can join me and I'll keep your secret :)
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