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Surprise .... NOT!

Happy Monday! So remember a few post back I stated I would give a surprise for my 2500th read? Probably not but let's just go with you do um'kay? Well my surprise was going to be a live "Dear MEM" on YouTube but it went aaaalllllllllllll the way left! I just liked nothing about myself this day. I mean, my everything was wrong. ON TOP of that, my face looked like Winnie The Pooh's tummy full of honey and my hunny told me I looked Chubby how I was sitting on the bed. I know he meant no harm because he laughed when he said it but that was the straw that broke the camels back,that made the wolf sneeze and blow the house down, the last straw they put on Jesus manger! Now if you have been following my blog for the little time it's been up, you know I struggle with weight. I have lost about 15 pounds from my heaviest weight, but it's still not enough. You know how you just think, oh this is great, I've lost a nice amount, clothes fit better, until you turn the camera on .......... and you look like a  250+ pounds Rasputia(Google it). FYI I don't, nor have I ever, weigh 250. 

 So this holiday season, I vow not to gain a single pound. I want to drop another 15-20 pounds before the new year. My big issue that my fat turns into muscle so damn fast in my legs and that pisses me off. I could crack someone's neck with these thighs. I have to thank my daddy's DNA for these hamhocks. * le sigh* Maybe then I will do a YouTube Dear MEM reading ..... but IDK. At least I have maintained the weight lost, which saying a lot for me because I am a foodie. I always drop weight and gain it right back. Like those roaches your friend never see's. It comes back with vengeance.  I just have so much that will be going on in 2014, I need to be able to look at myself in the mirror and not think OMG is that a roll or is my bra to tight? I just don't want to be the girl that someone ask " So how far along are you?" BIH WHAT! That's not happened to me yet and by the power in me and these spanxs it never will. 

 Anywho ... sorry for the non surprise post .... more like a weight lost rant. So if you are fighting the weight fight ... keep on my love bugs!

 XOXOXO 



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